Only my third walk of this new year,
so already my everyday goal fell apart.
That's okay, the pressure is relieved right off the bat.
With me today, no camera but that in my silly flip phone, just the words of vision coming to mind. Just phrases concocted to share that vision, if possible.
While walking, I see, I look, I absorb without the concern of framing the shot.
I walk with the words of friends in my head, as I consider the posts of Dee and Liz.
What do I see on these asphalt trails? How do I feel?
I walk with my words in my head.
It is a beautiful day with a bright blue sky and a gentle temperature of about 70 degrees that welcomes me, encouraging me to stroll and BE in the moment.
9 crows and the remaining leaves on very bare trees dance on a cool breeze.
I pause as that breeze moves through me too, telling myself that I must do this more often.
I must make time, make the effort to be out, to be within...to be in the moment and in nature.
My eyes roam from sky to ground, finding beauty.
Treasures like a variety of seed pods gathered at the base of trees,
an unknown fruit, red and round, and fallen leaves - both retaining
some color and crunchy brown - capture my attention, calling for closer
examination.
But, I would less than truthful if I only spoke to beauty today.
These days are a mixed bag, at best.
For my eyes also catch mask-less neighbors also out walking and such. More not wearing, than wearing, even now among the current surge in our county.
My ears picked up snippets of conversation as I cross the road that cause me to wonder,
whose side are they on?
I immediately dislike these thoughts entering my mind.
I immediately dislike that fear can come so easily and trust not at all.
Because you never know.
Because what we see, how we see is based on perception.
Yours, mine and ours.
With each perceived vision, comes a lifetime of layered experiences, ideas and ideologies...
genetic histories, what we carry with us.
I came back home with more dire news 'breaking'.
I did use my trusty flip-phone to capture this sign on a neighborhood gate, as the phrase left me wondering and I wanted to remember it, to consider later...
maybe with different eyes.
May you spend time outside and within
May you notice beauty, but still recognize the ugly
May you be safe
With an extra helping of love in these trying times
xo
Photographs by NAE ©2021