Today's title speaks to a comment from Liz a few posts back. Things are never exactly the same are they? Each moment is imbued with qualities and loves of a particular moment, place, mindset...
Each moment is its own.
Come travel with me...moment to moment...
Good things come in two's or three's! I was lucky to see these three therapy dogs at the medical offices last week. Off camera is a Golden Retriever. And there were these Standard Poodle twins, in their jaunty blue service vests. They brought a smile to my face. This is something I'd always wished I could do...but here I sit a dogless, full-time worker and commuter. sigh.
These two pics could be titled: "Things One Sees While Driving". The top pic is of such a large billboard, with these giant weapons. It actually startled me with its graphics of violence and left me wondering about the mentality, desire, and drive to always win. Why does one always need to win? What is winning?Then I saw the beautiful, quiet butterfly and thought of my friend who is a "butterfly person" (one with a strong attachment to butterflies). It was interesting how these two images could provoke wildly different feelings and thoughts. How we take in our environment, how it marks us, impacts us...
On the right side: A United States (ish) looking cloud driving home. Ya kinda have to use your imagination on this one, but that's what I enjoy.While adding "Tree Rows" to my Life Bowl, and coloring along...thinking my thoughts...I chuckled when I looked down and realized that I'd totally missed coloring the middle tree. Just skipped right over it. Boy, I guess I was lost in thought!I have added a few more items and have more in mind. The "sky-sun-mountains-ocean" is based on a drawing I've been doing since High School and my John Denver days. I've always wondered where I would move to if I could choose...beach or mountains?
Way back...at the end of July...my dear 'gifts the best books' friend shared this lovely link with me. An NPR story about finishing the handwork of loved ones who have passed on.
You can check it out HERE
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I have thought about what (if anything) I'd want done with my things, mostly my 'La Conchita' quilt (made to honor Jimmie Wallet's family and the community as a whole) and I usually land on donating it to the community that lost so much that day in 2005. I've considered doing that at so many different times. There is a fenced off area at the bottom of that hill, where houses are still buried.
"In 2015, on the 10th anniversary of the landslide, a bell was rung 10 times at 1:20 p.m. in tribute to the victims. Survivors consoled each other. A plaque with victims’ names was unveiled. Jimmie Wallet was not there. After the tragedy, he moved with other survivors to nearby Carpinteria, about five miles away. He spoke about moving to Hawaii but few know if he did. He was last seen by locals a few years back leaving flowers at the site and searching the ocean for dolphins like he once did with his daughters." (link)
Geological Report that compares the 1995 & 2005 mudslides and an evacuation order in January 2023 and more historical data, tells the story of rainfall and mudslides from years, decades ago...and the stories of those who choose to live there and their reoccurring trauma when new slides happen elsewhere. And of course the differing tales of the "haves" and the "have nots" - La Conchita & Montecito.
I guess we never know how we will impact others, how their own experiences will impact them (what they carry within) and what will impact us...til it does. One of the articles I read from 2008 shared that Jimmie Wallet's oldest daughter had a child, a girl and he is now a grandpa. Time.
Wow. A lot of research and remembering jumped out from that one shared NPR link! Obviously, my memories are still strong, even after so many years and shown by other mentions of La Conchita here on the trail.
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Back to your regularly scheduled blog post, now in progress...
I see folks at this spot on my commute by the local park-n-ride selling all sort of things. Along with flowers, I've seen balloons, small children's armchairs and various toys, statues and holiday themed flowers & gifts (think Mother's Day, Graduation, 4th of July...you name it!)On Friday, I stopped and bought 3 Sunflowers to brighten the classroom and the day and to bring home to brighten my place too. Sadly, I forgot them at work, but I can still bring them home Monday and perhaps dye with them. Anyway, it was a nice experience in gifting cheerfulness, to myself if no one else.
I'd already considered 'sunflower seeds' for the Life Bowl...perhaps sunflowers too ๐ป ๐ They've always been a love of mine.
The bright yellow of these flowers reminds me that while driving home this week, I saw a woman walking down the road, completely dressed in this shade of yellow! She wore a bright rain slicker yellow shirt, scarf, skirt, socks and clog shoes, while holding a yellow jacket in her hand. She was a walking Sunflower! ๐ป~~~~~
Four locks on the fence
Holding love forever bound
Until locks removed
Saturday, I saw 4 locks on a freeway overpass chainlink fence and was reminded of the one in Paris. Then with a quick search, I discover there is one in the L.A. area too...and...well anyway, you can do your own search and learn about the history, meaning, traditions, art installations and many bridges, fences etc. across the country & around the world where folks proclaim their love.
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Back to the Railroad Bridge Saturday to leave a 'create your own' surprise bag with some art making things and check the water levels and breathe.Although less, there is still water! I remain amazed by this small fact.The clouds, the cottonwoods embracing Fall, the bird calls, lack of people, a lizard...all fill me.
Are you tired of this place yet? Yeah, me neither!
There were lots of scrub jays today and a fast flitting birds that I could not identify. A kind of woodpecker or mockingbird? Really not sure, but enjoyed them just the same.Even though the leaf colors and the fact that I was watching them fall sent the feeling of Autumn...the heat told a different story! About 98 degrees. The air was heavy with the heat. As I stood at the bridge totally at peace and feeling the breeze in my hair...totally in that moment...I felt so grateful. It actually took me several minutes to come to the 'fire danger' place that includes heat and wind. I'm conditioned to that consideration. Now that's total immersion in the moment! hahaLeaving and thinking of Grace...I spot a 5 lined skink with a super long tail!! When it moves under the bridge fencing, I try to capture a second photo, only to capture the fence instead. What at first looked like a photo to delete, instantly looked like a place to weave instead! Isn't that fun?!~~~~~
I completed the first of 7 or more 'peach' medicine bags! Even with my small selection of peach fibers, I like how it turned out. I threw in a varied pinkish-brownish-creamish yarn to add a little variety and am considering adding a color to offset the peach/off-white in each bag. So maybe a green or a blue or...? Anyway, now that I am on a roll, I'm ready to warp the little loom again. The quiet meditation of weaving feels so right.May you embrace everything, really
xo
Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2023