Showing posts with label shadows. Show all posts
Showing posts with label shadows. Show all posts

Friday, November 6, 2020

Winds

 

Haven't felt much like posting this week.

I'm having a hard time with the fact that this is even a close election.

I am super grateful things look better, for now.

I just don't want to get my hopes up (2016 PTSD), only to have them dashed.

I do think Democracy will prevail.

But, this slow going is rough. 

Old Postcard

 This is an old postcard of my son's.  Zip your lip! IHe thought it was funny. I think it is hysterical! Maybe that's the adult perspective vs a kid :)

I (we) haven't been watching too much news, til today.

Have been watching and doing other stuff. Nothing thrilling, though we did watch "Oh Brother, Where Fore Art Thou"...and our British Murder Shows, of course.

Morning Sun

While, I Have been loving all the light & shadow in here recently. However, all things being said, I miss the trees for the cooling shade they provided.  It is still mostly warm here, although it Has cooled of. Our place just stays warm at about 80 degrees. The trees would be nice about now. Right now, a bit cooler, so we opened the door to the strong breeze. I'm loving that! There is a new 100 acre fire in Riverside County, too far to disturb our breathing and being held pretty well for now. Yay!

History


 

This lovely little sweatshirt is off in the mail to our sweet Laila!

I made this for my young daughter eons ago, another lifetime ago.

It was made with that dissolving cross stitch fabric that I couldn't make work 

this go around, try as I might.

Isn't this just a pink ballet dream?!

I am happy to pass it on to this little girl.

Most used pattern

Another style choice

After so, so much trial and error, brainstorming and problem solving,

I settled on a different cross stitch sized, lightly tea dyed fabric (11 rather than 14) and the same old letter pattern I've used on over 100 stockings. Man, what a difference it made to just give in! The size 11 allowed my old eyes to SEE, the familiar pattern allowed me to move through with muscle memory. With his little four letter name, I was so tempted to try out a bigger letter pattern, do something new, something different.

I've really been struggling with creative juices, but am so glad the name is finally done!


His name will sit on that corduroy.

I've also pulled out some different fabrics for the toe and heel piecces.

My plan is this one is all about texture, something his hands can feel year after year.

It will not have any of the "cute" patches that I usually do, but it may have a crocheted 'snowflake' for him to feel before heading out into the real stuff! So far, at 6 months, he doesn't quite know what to think of snow, but I'm confident that will change!

Anywhere Door


As commented on over at Hazel's,

this is the Anywhere Door ATC Card I made all of those years ago. The little door opened to reveal a rainbow grid print fabric. I printed out the tag/back of the card on card stock. There have been many days in the past months that I would have really loved having an Anywhere Door! I would say, "Anywhere Door, Morro Bay!" and BAM, there I'd be!

May you Continue to find ways to get get through

May your old ways, embrace new days

May you remember that you are among friends.

xo


Photographs by NAE ©2020

Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Light & Shadow and a Lizard

The days move slowly,
the news cycle moving quickly
 
Calm and space to imagine in the leaves, light and shadows
and one living being
Stress and frenzy beyond this small vantage point
 







Living room bar code



EMC at the neighboring building


 
 
 
 



I've stitched a little,
on leather, on corduroy...on the Word Cloth
Did a little tea dyeing
More on that soon. 
 
It's funny how important the little things are
and how much time can be spent in the looking
or doing small things
 
May you dissolve into your world when you need to
May you be well
May you keep a full heart
xo
 
Photographs by NAE ©2020

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Open in Light and Shadow

Open on Friday left me noticing 
Light & Shadow.
It found me reflecting on Marti's comment on my last post.
"Open can also let in that which tests us, which can bring us to our knees, which can make us want to close up."

I am not brought to my knees, but the news received has me practicing remaining open, so I can respond thoughtfully, patiently and with kindness for all of the players invloved.

This becomes easier for me as the years go by.

But, on the other hand, I do feel a sense of 'testing'...a level of challenge as I consider the information or lack of it.

It's a lot to think about.

Light & Shadow

So, for right now, I am living the questions.

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2015

“Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Rainer Maria Rilke