Today I thought of this quote posted over at Henrietta's place,
Mom always says, "never cut a knot, always untie it. If you can't figure out how to untie a knot, you'll never figure out how to solve your problems."
I was working on that old...slow going weaving in my car, on my lunch break.
It has been giving me problems as the warp threads had loosened and then knotted in the back, making it hard to weave on.
As I kept weaving, challenging myself to make it work, I began to think: What else can I do here...this is not working...I don't really like how it is looking and don't want to put in lots of my precious time only to have it fall apart in the end.
As I wove my beloved, soft brown Alpaca yarn,
I considered just unweaving the whole thing.
But that seemed silly.
What would I use these small pieces of yarn for if I did that?
I didn't really want to waste these fibers, especially the Alpaca and the multi-colored warp & weft yarn as I wrote about almost one year ago.
I kept turning it over and fussing with the knot, to know avail.
Finally I couldn't stand the problem solving of it anymore.
What if I just cut it and then knot the ends and finish the opposite ends.
Stop considering, stop struggling and just let it go.
If I cut it loose, it would be free to become something else. Something else equally beautiful, just different than I had planned.
So that's just what I did. I cut it right apart.
And I knotted it, so it wouldn't fall apart, which it hasn't so far.
The opposite ends are still on the little loom.
But, it is holding. It is still together, even with the somewhat loose ends.
And it is still beautiful. It is already inspiring new ideas.
I have some leather from a Pow Wow past that may make a cool back...
It may sound silly, it is only fibers aferall...
but going through this thought process and taking these steps was
a kind of unplanned therapeutic exercise.
It felt good.
I'm excited to see what comes next with this one.
When I got home, Dee's post was in my inbox.
It is called:
I think my favorite part is that we looked at our knots from completely different places, yet both came to resolutions that felt good and right to us. Not only that, but I can see her side when she says:
"knots can be undone".
I can totally agree with her, even if I also say
they can be cut and transformed from there!
Isn't it grand that there are so many ways to do things?Isn't it wonderful to know that there are so many ways to do this thing called life?!
* So, a big shout out to Dee for bringing this long day full circle. This means a lot to me.
*I'd also like to give a shout out to Jude
...who showed me, by her example, that cloth and fibers
can be manipulated quite bravely, if you want.
* And my last shout out goes to my daughter
who is beautiful no matter where she stands.