Friday, February 28, 2025

Considering Walls

 

Today...sigh, today.

I started this post days ago...well, longer ago than that, as I had remembered a line of this poem below and commented with it on an old post of Jude's. I've been considering it ever since.

Today, today I consider it all anew.

Mending Wall

Something there is that doesn’t love a wall,
That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it,
And spills the upper boulders in the sun;
And makes gaps even two can pass abreast.
The work of hunters is another thing:
I have come after them and made repair
Where they have left not one stone on a stone,
But they would have the rabbit out of hiding,
To please the yelping dogs. The gaps I mean,
No one has seen them made or heard them made,
But at spring mending-time we find them there.
I let my neighbor know beyond the hill;
And on a day we meet to walk the line
And set the wall between us once again.
We keep the wall between us as we go.
To each the boulders that have fallen to each.
And some are loaves and some so nearly balls
We have to use a spell to make them balance:
‘Stay where you are until our backs are turned!’
We wear our fingers rough with handling them.
Oh, just another kind of out-door game,
One on a side. It comes to little more:
There where it is we do not need the wall:
He is all pine and I am apple orchard.
My apple trees will never get across
And eat the cones under his pines, I tell him.
He only says, ‘Good fences make good neighbors.’
Spring is the mischief in me, and I wonder
If I could put a notion in his head:
‘Why do they make good neighbors? Isnt it
Where there are cows? But here there are no cows.
Before I built a wall Id ask to know
What I was walling in or walling out,
And to whom I was like to give offense.
Something there is that doesn't love a wall,
That wants it down.’ I could say ‘Elves’ to him,
But its not elves exactly, and Id rather
He said it for himself. I see him there
Bringing a stone grasped firmly by the top
In each hand, like an old-stone savage armed.
He moves in darkness as it seems to me,
Not of woods only and the shade of trees.
He will not go behind his fathers saying,
And he likes having thought of it so well
He says again, ‘Good fences make good neighbors.’

Credit: Found on Poetry Foundation
They link a Poem Guide, which you can find HERE

This guide was an interesting read, it really was. And it is still timely, very timely. Here is a quote that sort of stopped me in my tracks:
"Moreover, according to Kosc, Frost exclaimed about Israel-Palestine divisions: “Stones and stones, and walls and walls, and barbed wire, wire, wire. The shame of it! That barbed wire was invented in America!” 

I wonder what Frost would add to his thoughts today?


The color here is not "true" - it is taken inside at night, with a flash...it's fuzzy. It is all white.
I wove it as "snow" after seeing so much at Jude's. I titled it 'snow' or 'winter'.
But, tonight, upon completing it and photographing it...maybe it is a 'wall' instead? It read 'desert' to J.
Maybe it is not as white as I thought? Maybe it is Dirty Snow? That feels fitting for today. Something pure and something dirty.

When you hit a wall, how do you get over, go around or knock it down?


May you spend time deeply considering things 

May you consider them again

May you keep an open mind, but may you stand firm as well

xo

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2025 

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Tuesday, February 25, 2025

Get Lost

As I listened to Roberta Flack sing "First Time Ever I saw Your Face" (below), I became lost in her voice, lost in the lyrics, lost in my Jr. High self who loved this song and all it meant to me back then. 

Thinking of a sort of 'tribute' here to post on the passing of beautiful Roberta Flack and wanting to add some pics from my last two visits to the bridge, I thought about how I got (well, always get) lost there too.

Additionally, while my last two neighborhood walks, without a camera, had me getting lost in ways I could not document, unless it would be with my words.

So, here I am, getting lost.  


February 16th ~ I met a nice gentleman at the bridge. He was there working in the riverbed, with a team of other men. They were there trying to measure the water level and get 'down to bedrock'. They had a 'black box' with all of their electronics and they had a cord strung down the edge of the riverbed. It had sensors every few feet. He said they had gone down about 300 feet at that point.

I had recently watched this VIDEO, which explains the Oroville Dam. I was of course interested, as that is Grace's neck of the woods. Who could guess that I would then meet this fellow and engage in a conversation way over my head?!! haha Well, I did and I stood for a long while, lost in ideas of rivers, riverbeds, ground water, flow rates and so on. 

I don't know that I'm much wiser, but it felt good to be out there, engaged in something...even if only for a short time.

If you look hard, you can see one of the men and the black box down in the riverbed.




I have no idea what that tool is called or what it does. ha. We talked a lot about how the path of the river had changed, just since the last rain recently...how there was so much less water (he said they'd been further up the river and thought there may be some kind of dam up that way. Mmmm?)...we discussed the plant life and the animals we'd each seen. He saw a Heron! I have never seen one there. And he saw some pretty fat and happy looking coyotes. 🙂 I told him about the bobcats seen by myself and others and the long rattler seen back in 2023.

Wasn't I a lucky gal to stand on a bridge in the sun, having a fruitful conversation with this nice man?!


February 25th...I saw this news about the passing of Roberta Flack and listened to my two of my most remembered songs of hers. This later led to a conversation with J. of people we'd known named Roberta. I got lost in my own childhood story about a grade school friend by that name and our walks to her Grandma's house down the block from me. Those few visits led to a lifetime memory of some very specific things and feelings.

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From the description box:
The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face" is a 1957 folk song written by British political singer/songwriter Ewan MacColl for Peggy Seeger, who later became his wife. At the time, the couple were lovers, although MacColl was still married to Joan Littlewood. Seeger sang the song when the duo performed in folk clubs around Britain. During the 1960s, it was recorded by various folk singers and became a major international hit for Roberta Flack in 1972, winning Grammy Awards for Record of the Year and Song of the Year. Billboard ranked it as the no. 1 Hot 100 single of the year for 1972.

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I also read that Peggy is the half-sister to Pete Seeger and she has an interesting history, one that I never knew. Here is her 2023 version, in which she sings with a lovely mature voice.


When walking without a camera...today for instance...in the late afternoon as the sun shone through the giant pine and cedar trees - I could see the tiny birds flit here and there, all while calling out their song for the evening. In some moments, the sun's rays shone right through the edges of little birds wings and bodies, outlining them in an electric white glow. Elsewhere on the walk, the line-thin clouds only separated to have cloud-white streams fall down...just like the frozen waterfalls that Catherine posted here.
Neighborhood walks, without a camera, are a time to get lost in the flowers and the trees and the birds and the sky and the sun...and the...
Walking without a camera can be a gift.


February 22nd: The Cottonwood above, showing its profusion of buds, was filled with bees. Of course, they can't really be seen (as usual) in my pics. But, trust me...there were hundreds.
I spent a long time on the bridge...first looking at the quiet river. No workers, no families playing...just this sacred space and a egret. On the way back I also stood for a long time on the bridge...watching 3 crows chase off a hawk and then proceed to hop-fly-walk from bridge intersection to bridge intersection. One carried a long twig, so perhaps it was nest building time for them. They were certainly up to 'something'. You can see the crows about as well as you can see the bees. Old camera & Words = Story.






The white egret barely moved, but my body was so still, my breathing so quiet, and my eyes so alert...I stood...lost in its beauty. It moved its delicate neck like a side-winder snake as it took a step at the pace of a sloth.


While on the other side of the bridge, the muddied water flowed in a new path, the plant life, which was once tall and then flattened...seemed to have disappeared in places.
I watched the sun sitting on the water.



Then it was time to return to the world





When you get lost, where do you find yourself?


May you get lost deliciously

May you get lost in peace

May you get lost and then return once again

xo

Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2025 

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